God I just want to get to know you and know everything about you and find even more things to love about you and goddamn there are already a lot of things and it’s like holy goddamn what is this shit because HOW DO I CRUSHES and I really just want to hop over the ocean and make out with you for a few hours but you’re like NOPE OCEAN and I’m like HI I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND and I feel pretty terrible about this and I don’t want to feel this way except I kind of do because it’s not like I’m crushing on a yuck person and klfgjsldfgj;lf
but goddamn if I start verbalizing everything I’m actually thinking while talking to you please don’t hate me
