February 2012
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my own post is saviored and this amuses me
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Relapse is a part of recovery.
But I really wish it weren’t.
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I had a bit of an epiphany today.
Not even sure who to phrase it, or what it really was, but I feel better.
Also my mom bought some thin mints off of me for more than they were worth….
Thin mint addiction runs in the family. I’m not makin’ that up.
Argh |D I’m hoping I can make QCK later today, but right now I feel like I’m coming down with something that involves either The Lord of Watery Butts or The Lord of Undigested Food and one hell of a headache.
My Kaworu wig is the most comfortable thing ever so it won’t hurt me any worse if I get a headache at QCK but kfjsdlkgfdlk I hope I’m okay.
I just.
Don’t...
If Light does not come on in less than an hour it’d mean we went a full day without talking
….
SOBS
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I’m sorry I can’t bring him back.
I’m sorry I’m not as good as her
I’m sorry I can’t do shit because I’m not her
I’m sorry you can’t be enough
I’m sorry I’m so awful to you
I’m sorry I’m so needy
I’m sorry my feelings are dumb
I’m sorry I’m dumb
fuck
I’m sorry
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God I just want to get to know you and know everything about you and find even more things to love about you and goddamn there are already a lot of things and it’s like holy goddamn what is this shit because HOW DO I CRUSHES and I really just want to hop over the ocean and make out with you for a few hours but you’re like NOPE OCEAN and I’m like HI I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND and I...
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schmallison:
quirkyurl:
schmallison:
I wish I didn’t get such a horrible, crushing sense of loneliness every time Jessica goes to bed early. :C Allison talks about being a twin. It’s boring.
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Hey. So, I hope you won’t find this offensive, but I found that kind of fascinating.
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Nick Nick NickNickNickNick NICK, I love you! No offense taken, none at all, I’m really...
I usually avoid huge wall of text SJ posts unless they’re related to me/affect me personally, for anyone who’s intimidated by it.
I’m out for tonight though. I don’t think this is a good time/place to discuss these kinds of things.
…Not that anyone follows this blog, but I just figured I’d give a heads-up.
Also the “J” key is your friend on your...
translunar: To everyone who has EVER told a trans... →
pocket-arsenal:
translunar:
You basically said to them
“What your body looks like is more important to me than you are as a person.”
So fuck you.
How does that even imply that they aren’t interested in your personality? To me the statement just means to be yourself on the inside…
I interpreted their statement completely different. You don’t need to lose your shit on someone...
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gayryhomoak replied to your post: Gayry stop ignoring me on Skype
skype is being a massive shit to me right now oh my god there’s like 20 messages over the past few hours that haven’t gotten to you yet???
That’s what I thought but I was setting up to make a tsundere joke and now I forgot where I was going with it
WELP
…AIM?
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Do you even like me?
January 2012
47 posts
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“So Dad, I’m going to New York for a couple days. Can I have a few bucks for food?”
“Oh sure, how much?”
“Like, maybe ten? Just to get something on the way and back.”
“Okay sure no problem. lol Here’s $30.”
And then Pyro entered a deep state of WHAT.
I just gave my snake a bath and then he pooped and slithered all over the poop
Mortimer you are not funny
STOP THAT
My art’s been getting so much better lately.
:)
Just cleaned out my portfolio
One of them, at least.
I feel like an art student now. C: I’d feel more like an art student if I had no idea where the hell anything was between my porfolios and didn’t bother cleaning them out.
Ah, give it time, Pyro.
Give it time.
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Maybe I’m stupid for thinking I deserved you in the first place.
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you know considering all the other things about him that are of extreme concern i probably have no business being even remotely annoyed that he isn’t my boyfriend. :|
how do i sai
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I think I’m completely over it now.
I’m really happy today.
Like gosh I just love everyone so much.
And I think things are going to work out all around as far as my shit goes.
;U;
Aaahhhhhh
<33333
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gayryhomoak:
that was the worst dream i could have ever fucking had, and fuck it was so real.
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I had a similar dream, but I forgot most of it. I really don’t want to remember, either.
It scares the living shit out of me.
Tomorrow I might be calling the Seattle police and seeing if they can trace his IP or something and see if he’s alive.
The problem is the police might actually get involved??? And I don’t want to do anything that could hurt Ash or Red and make them hate me.
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I had the best/worst dream ever about Red (the non-fictional one)
For some reason he didn’t live that far away/I got a chance to visit him??
And I asked him why he disappeared, and he told me Ash didn’t pay his phone bill and lost service.
His who were also Ash’s parents were complete butts and kind of redneck/homophobic?? They were way more like Red’s parents than...
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Hey guys what do you do when your love interests are either 1) REALLY FUCKING FAR AWAY, 2) clinically depressed to the point of not being able to function on their own much less in a relationship, or 3) both with the added bonus of you frequently not knowing if they are alive
I guess you do this
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I want to punch my mum in the tits
unfollower checker fucking sucks because no those people didn’t unfollow me they CHANGED THEIR URLS YOU DUMBASS
whoops resolved nicely
I think this could have been resolved in one post if I weren’t an asshole
Oh well at least I’m not pretending what I did was right and neither are they.
Pyro gained 98321 experience points.
Pyro grew to level 19.
Pyro is trying to learn LESSON, but Pyro already knows four moves. Delete a move to make room for LESSON?
YES >NO Stop learning LESSON?
YES...
Light it's 7:30 AM stop white knighting me and go...
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Pyro what are you doing
on tumblr
it’s 7 am in the morning why on earth are you on tumblr
because someone on the internet is WRONG!!!!!
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>Make honest, thoughtful, articulate response to someone and explain why I acted the way I did
>Didn’t read because they refuse to give me the time of day because I acted the way I did
>Yeah, actually I do totally deserve this for being an asshole.
>Logical conclusion: Being an asshole is bad for all parties involved OK
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This blog stinks!: Possibly unpopular opinion...? →
fagtory-head-nejiki:
fagtory-head-nejiki:
I really like all the headcanons that associate Cheren and Cress with being FtM transgender… Like… It just makes sense in my mind… And it just would be perfect if it were true.
Like I could see Bianca keeping it a secrete because she would probably be the only one to…
Uh dude chill the fuck out? I wasnt going to even respond to this but like… Calm...
Me saying I’ve never been triggered by anything on Tumblr
Suddenly cissexism
WHOOPS!!!!!!
first sudden gushing nosebleed of the winter...
kaidraws:
hoooray
Mine was last night. |D
I hate crushes :)
I hate crushes :)
I hate crushes :)
I have casual friends. I have friend-friends. I have good friends. I have close friends and best friends and family.
I have a lot of friends.
I don’t like having acquaintances.
I don’t like being private or reserved and I want to like everybody.
I’ve never hated anyone in my life.
Remembering these things makes me feel so much better about myself.
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magicallyabsurdly asked: where are you going to schooooollll?
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Wow I really hope things like friends attempting suicide and me gouging my arm open and failing class because way too much idgejkfdg34tyu9gijfdg don’t happen again this semester because that kind of really sucked.
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I am going to school in 18 days
I am going to school in 18 days
gayryhomoak:
firethebundleofsticks:
>People freaking out that they are losers and have so many followers and how
>Have less than 100
>I am a bigger loser and have around 300
>WELP
> i am the biggest loser
> almost 700
> HOW IS THAT EVEN A THING THAT HAPPENED
Doesn’t count because a lot of your followers are ghosts/inactive. :U
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It genuinely feels like there’s so much going on that my head is physically strained from all the things in it.
I don’t even have any problems. That’s the thing. The only problem I have is that everyone else has problems and I can’t do shit about it.
I can spend $80 shipping things to my friends in foreign countries, send 30 Christmas cards to my friends, talk a friend...
I really thought I’d miss Light a lot more or feel awful because she’s never online now and it might be forever before I see her again in person. I thought I’d miss her and want to go right back to being together and the way we were and everything.
But I don’t.
I feel fine.
I’m even thinking “Oh hey, it’s okay to make jokes about me fucking Jeremy....
Only being able to feel one nipple is weird
The fact that it’s the flat nipple that can’t get erect at all is even weirder
So I’m constantly touching my nipples and being like HAHA I CAN FEEL THIS. NOPE CAN’T FEEL THIS.
It’s interesting.
I can’t stop worrying about Red.
I miss my snake.
It’s been…. 8 hours since I saw him |DDD
I don’t even know what I’m going to do when I’m living in Boston
Maybe I just won’t go to college
Sacrificing education for pet snake
Good idea
Best idea
Direct quote from Taboo:
jeremyizrael:
“A transsexual person is someone who is born with one sex who DECIDES they want to live the life of the other sex.”
Lol yeah? I didn’t know it worked that way. Thanks for clearing that up.
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Well, to be fair, some people who are trans don’t transition/decide to live the life of the gender they identify with, but I can’t even pretend that’s what this is trying...
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Everytime I hear about the Tulsa Race Riot of 1921, I feel sick, because Oklahoma and especially Tusla used to feel like home to me. The first time I visited, I felt like I’d always been there.
Part of the reason I took so long coming out was because I knew it’d never be the same with my very deeply southern conservative family. I’d be losing a place I called home. I thought...
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holmesiandeduction asked: Was one of them me, by chance?